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I
do it because I can't not do it
I was actively
discouraged from taking art in high school. I think this was because
I was quite good at academic subjects and vocational guidance tests
came back showing I had no artistic aptitude. I was a bit miffed, but
I did enjoy the other subjects, and I wasn't really getting a lot out
of art the way it was being taught.
I came to Glenmorgan
in 1968 and the Glenmorgan Art Group started in about 1969 with five
or six founding members. I think we must have heard through the Meandarra
Arts Council that funding was available and for groups joining Mervyn's
Eastaus Flying Arts School, which at that stage had been going for at
least a year. I remember going over as a group to Surat to listen to
someone from what is now the equivalent of Arts Queensland who speaking
about regular seminars and a structured course. Initially I wasn't terribly
keen. I thought the only way I was going to get anywhere was by doing
my own thing. I was very wrong. The others members, thank goodness,
were keen and we put our names down. We had our first Flying Arts seminars
in and around Dorothy and Dave Gordon's home at Myall Park.
I
suppose what appealed to me most was Mervyn's analysis of how a painting
was constructed - you don't just look and blob. Even the most abstract
art has form and composition and an underlying colour scheme which you
have to plan. I remember him saying clearly that you don't just make
a mark haphazardly, every mark is there because you want it to be there.
There was something in the teaching process that really opened a door
for me. I could then understand what I'd been brought up to think was
‘weird' art. For the generation of teachers, my parents and other people
who influenced me, Impressionism was acceptable, but they couldn't cope
with Sidney Nolan and the brilliant art that was happening at the time.
I suppose I didn't know much about it, or try to understand it.
I remember going
around the Tate Gallery in London in the 60s and seeing the most contemporary
of what was contemporary at the time. One work was a bunch of grapes
in neon fluorescent tubing and I really couldn't see the point of this.
To me it was just like taking an advertising hoarding down and hanging
it in the gallery. Five years later with Mervyn at Myall Park, looking
at the incandescent colours of some of the native flowers I thought
about that fluorescent tubing. Suddenly it all made sense, and everything
Mervyn has said fell into place. In art, there is no ‘how-to' and you're
only limited by what you can dream up.
At
one stage in the 80s I was painting prolifically, doing spotty, stripy
landscapes which became a bit of a recipe for me in a couple of exhibitions
I had. I was expressing my landscape and the places I visited and loved,
and it was all very easy, but I came to a full stop. I felt I had overdosed
on this one theme, and I was dissatisfied. I wasn't saying what I wanted
to say in my paintings. I went through a period of self-analysis and
explored mythology, the runes, the I Ching, and my own psychic nature.
At this stage, I ignored place and the very significant influence it
has always had on me. I was casting around, feeling rather lost. That
was the time I went back to Flying Arts. Bev Budgen, Wendy Allen, Jenny
McDuff, Colin Reaney, Zanette Kahler, Shelagh Morgan and Kim Mahood
were among the tutors, and I enjoyed their seminars immensely.
Kim's
way of working had a great impact on me. She had just made a trip back
to her childhood home, which was in the harsh environment of the Tanami
Desert. There, they were really, really isolated. The way she approached
her artwork with rubbings and mark making and the types of backgrounds
she used, such as hessian and ground sheets struck a definite chord.
I immediately related to Kim's experience, and working with her seemed
to clarify and validate my own.
Place is still
the most important theme in my work, though it is not always my place.
I did a lot of ‘home' paintings in the drought of the early 90s, an
enormously significant event in our lives that needed recording.
 
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